Stress is the key word here in my head. I want it to go away.
I am stressed for a few reasons:
I'm doing the congressional award.
I'm graduating highschool this year and have graduation meetings.
I'm entering college.
I'm working not one, but two part time jobs.
And my mom can't figure out why I'm stressed?
I feel pressered by my mom.
She is always asking me things about my school, about my college, about my congressional award. I love my mom to death! Don't get me wrong. I feel pressured by her.
I'm trying to do than most typical teenagers my age! I HAVE MORE GOING ON THAN A 30 YEAR OLD!
I feel as if I'm being pushed over the edge of everything and then forced to scale the rock bottom wall on my own with out help.
I feel as if I can't grow up. That I'm stuck; I won't be able to do this. My parents grew up fast, I feel as if I'm being forced down that path even though I'm struggling to get free of this fast-grow-up grasp.
HELP!!!!
I'm not going to say it again, how far can I sink with out you holding me?
Hearts tear and rip, nothing can fix it.
What causes hearts to sink? To fall? To hurt? To die? To feel nothing inside?
Words, anger, guilt, expectation.
Rid one of their feelings, by a simple word and they can hurt without knowing they hurt the other.
What can they do to understand that you're nothing .
hearts will fall and will be the downfall of others. Especially yourself.
