I met my best friend when I was graduating and took him for granted.
We became close friends and then best friends and now boyfriend and girlfriend.
We are going strong and learning and loving life in a new way.
He makes me calm and special. He holds me when I don't know what to do.
I feel though, I have hurt him beyond repair. But instead we have learned to love and respect each other.
He's a forgiving man.
I can't explain his spirit because it's unreal. I'm so happy and he is so wonderful.
I don't give him enough credit. I get caught in the bad and wrong and the horrible ways of doing things and comparing him to so much, when I should be letting him; be himself.
I'm in love with a man that is learning to love God in such an intimate way that only he can experience.
He wants to follow God and be rich in his soul. He wants to be a great dad. He wants to be a better dad than his dad.
First time I saw him was at an ultimate Frisbee game. He was small and thin and lanky, but his eyes saw much hurt, and his giggle rocked through him like an earthquake. He wore his hat, which I was always interested in capturing away from him- never happened sadly.
The most memorable memory, is when we were graduating. We were getting ready to proceed down the isle for graduation and I started freaking out. My best friend stepped over to me, and gave me a hug and told me to "breathe, it's going to be okay" his eyes meant it and he shared his heart with me at that moments. Letting me know it's safe, nothings going to be wrong. That made me so happy knowing that was an encouragement to me. We continued and went on to pose for a picture on this college campus figurine, that you can be fined 200.00 $ for touching! It was amazing haha. He is my best friend. I wish I gave him more credit and respect. But he and I can work things out.
Why am I blessed with a friend that is willing to learn and search towards God and his future.
And I feel like scum for second guessing him.
So amazingly blessed. it's not even funny.
He makes me laugh and smile like I never have before. He knows me way more than I do. just happy and blessed. Nothing I say can tell you how happy I am.
