What do you do if you hurt?
What do you do if you cry?
Do you hide it all inside?
Do you tear the pain away at your skin,
bruised and cut destroying your soul within.
The pain he cause the problem he made, the hurt he inflicted destroying your self esteem!
The man card always played, the wrong i suffered in broad day.
Why can't I think, why can't i breathe? why does it feel that he's still destroying me?
I don't know what to do, I don't know how to say, God please take my pain away. Give me peace that I'll never understand. A hope to walk your plan for my life.
I'll sit here rock myself back and forth knowing the past is the past, not my future. I'll sit here holding back tears to keep from screaming and crying and being scared.
I'll hold your hand, just please hold and heal my heart, Father God.
A lot of things happen, in the midst of the storm God sends an angel.
God sent me my boyfriend Dakotah, Dakotah taught me and is still teaching me, I'm a woman. I am to be treated and spoiled and loved and yearned for as a woman. Not an object.
He has captured my heart, like God has.
They both are the loves and hope for my heart and soul.
If many of you know me, I have been hard and wrong on myself. I've hurt and died inside before. I don't want that, but how do you keep that the past when you talk about it?
Anyone ever wonder why I'm so hard on myself, because I feel like I'm wrong and bad and it's bad and wrong and all my fault for what happened in my past, and what I did.
So God hold and heal my heart. <3 nbsp="" p="">
