I want to hide and run away from you.
To stop texting you and to stop talking before I think.
God! Please comfort my breaking heart.
God please please please I beg you.
I'm not going to lose him am I?
we came this far and this long, but does he not want me anymore?
These things haunt my soul and weave themselves in the fabric
of my doubts.
what else can I change about me that would make him see, I want him?
Oh heart shut your eyes and brain your mouth. Be still and know that God
has it all. That God has this.
you have no control hands to claps what you don't understand.
This is a new season, it's not the end. Breathe lungs breathe!
Take in the clean air and love you taste.
It will be okay, as the earth and animals sing, God you've got this.
Friday, October 17, 2014
Thursday, October 16, 2014
Unconditional Love
Conditional and Love cannot be used in the same sentence, at the same time or in the same place, thought or idea.
Conditional means with condition: subject to one or more conditions, or requirements being met; made or granted on certain terms.
Love means: an intense feeling of deep affection. You can't have an affectionate spirit and like something very much and have an exception.
The same way you can't love someone and have exceptions to why you care and like them.
You can like and love a person and they may or may not have some nasty habits that you don't agree with, that doesn't mean you love them less or hate them for it and that also doesn't mean you can put a price on your affections and love towards that person.
It's called unconditional love. Something Jesus Christ gave us as sinners when he died for our sins and for our souls.
Same thing should try to be applied to our relationships with others.
Being in a relationship now-a-days isn't easy. You always expect the other to "die" for you and do anything to bless you, when in reality it's not true. Relationships now-a-days can be one sided, and it's very hard. One side may have the job and money and the resources to pursue what they want, while the opposite team member is short ended in their search for work or money and piggy-back on you, even though that's not the other person's intent.
It is hard to be "unconditional" with love and very hard not to put limits and road blocks in your partners path. I had to learn this. My boyfriend was doing something that I'm not willing to put up with, a very unhealthy addiction and it would cause a giant impact on my health.
Where do I draw the line? I want to give him unconditional love and support, but I can't compromise my health for this "habit".
When is enough, enough? The answer, one I'm still searching for.
Only God can change a person and can change what they do and say and how their love for Christ is reflected through their actions and heart.
How do you kindly say enough, is enough. That you wont take much more of this because it will drive a wedge in between you two later down the road. I can see this happening. It will be a point that I have to fight for my relationship and not the addiction. Does that make sense?
This is something I feel strongly about and I try so hard not to put a road block in front of my boyfriend, but I'm tired of saying sure it's fine.
My life is out of hand, and I have no control, only God does. I want everything to be great and okay, and one day it will be. Right now it's not, so my unconditional love is very hard to come by these days.
It's hard, but not impossible.
Conditional means with condition: subject to one or more conditions, or requirements being met; made or granted on certain terms.
Love means: an intense feeling of deep affection. You can't have an affectionate spirit and like something very much and have an exception.
The same way you can't love someone and have exceptions to why you care and like them.
You can like and love a person and they may or may not have some nasty habits that you don't agree with, that doesn't mean you love them less or hate them for it and that also doesn't mean you can put a price on your affections and love towards that person.
It's called unconditional love. Something Jesus Christ gave us as sinners when he died for our sins and for our souls.
Same thing should try to be applied to our relationships with others.
Being in a relationship now-a-days isn't easy. You always expect the other to "die" for you and do anything to bless you, when in reality it's not true. Relationships now-a-days can be one sided, and it's very hard. One side may have the job and money and the resources to pursue what they want, while the opposite team member is short ended in their search for work or money and piggy-back on you, even though that's not the other person's intent.
It is hard to be "unconditional" with love and very hard not to put limits and road blocks in your partners path. I had to learn this. My boyfriend was doing something that I'm not willing to put up with, a very unhealthy addiction and it would cause a giant impact on my health.
Where do I draw the line? I want to give him unconditional love and support, but I can't compromise my health for this "habit".
When is enough, enough? The answer, one I'm still searching for.
Only God can change a person and can change what they do and say and how their love for Christ is reflected through their actions and heart.
How do you kindly say enough, is enough. That you wont take much more of this because it will drive a wedge in between you two later down the road. I can see this happening. It will be a point that I have to fight for my relationship and not the addiction. Does that make sense?
This is something I feel strongly about and I try so hard not to put a road block in front of my boyfriend, but I'm tired of saying sure it's fine.
My life is out of hand, and I have no control, only God does. I want everything to be great and okay, and one day it will be. Right now it's not, so my unconditional love is very hard to come by these days.
It's hard, but not impossible.
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