How many of you know someone that has the roughest life in the world? (In my opinion) I do. She's the most amazing person that has so much on her plate and clears it after moving things and adding more...... It's my mom. she has so much to do and gives so much of her time that she has so little time for herself. I love her, she's the best mom. I appreciate her so much and I wish I could relieve the stress off of her shoulder's while my dad's gone. It's so hard seeing everything, just fall apart. Like a machine that's gears aren't functioning right. My family is laid back a little, but not so much. It's really hard to try and do stuff for the whole family and yourself, when all of you are bickering, even yourself. My mom tries so hard to help others, just to be brushed off. The whole deal, with everyone....... I guess what I'm trying to say is I really want to help her, I just think that she won't want me too is because.......I do so much. I think that my family does need to try harder and let me and my parents relax a little. But then my question is, what will I do. I kind of live to help, it's too much for me to let go....... this is the part where I might say that I'm to much like my mom. (whom is wonderful by the way) It's happening............. Christmas is the best time to let parents not worry about what to get the little kids. they shouldn't worry about that. the kids should worry about the parents. Let them relax and help ease their minds. Kids are supposed to take care of the parents and that's what I want to do...... I love my parents dearly.....the most in the world and universe. What does that compare for how much they loved you the moment they knew about being pregnant with you. They love you and then you loved them when you were really little. Life is really amazing and it's how you translate it. I don't know why I'm rambling about doing such but its what I feel at the moment..... I need to go, anyway life is a passage way till you get to the other side. Bye.
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