Even my sister is getting married, she's engaged.
None of this is expected, and I'm very tired and lost in the crowd .
Yes a wedding and being married and engagement and all those fantasies that float in my head are spectacular !
However; I am scared I get caught in the crowd and excitement. Which has happened before. (Many times)
I need me and God closer and I need time to change my bad mistakes. I don't want to be perfect before I get married, far from it. I want to know I'm doing the right thing in Gods eyes. And it's evident I need to focus on that. As hard as it is, and as much as I hate waiting and being patient; it will be the better choice.
Again as much as I hate it, it will be the better choice.
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