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So, today marks the day before I leave for a vacation without my parents; for about 11 days. It's nothing crazy and insane just disney land. I'm going with my future in laws, and my fiance. I am a little hesitent as I watch time pass quickly and realize I leave tomorrow (saturday) morning. I'm excited! don't get me wrong. :) I'm definately freaking out because I will be without my parents. :/ I've never been without my parents for this long out of state! I'm freaking out because it's growing up time, and I'm leaving my mom at home by herself doing school with no work for a week. All alone with my brothers and I'm scared I can't be there for her when I'm in disney. Trust me I'm wayyyyyy excited though :) just going to miss them (ps- I get home sick easily) ;)
I have done well this last semester at school. Not as well as I had hoped but better than I thought. I am still working toward my AS degree in biology with health care emphasis. I'm getting there to my nursing degree.
I'm missing my sister like crazy. She is in pocatello and therefore cant exactly make it home for the holidays because of her job. :/ but she's doing good! and hopefully will be able to visit for her birthday :) yay!!! :D
Mom and dad are doing good, dad's been working out of town, and mom's been doing school non stop. Sean and Roland have come a long way from where they were last year, I'm very proud. Sean has his eagle, and Roland has his driver's licence and is looking for a job. (but I just helped him make cookies, so he's still small rolly in my eyes.) Sean is doing well with his tutoring, and school? (I think ;) but you never know :) haha.

Koda and I are getting excited about our wedding and freaking out how we will pay for it. Because our wedding funds went down the drain xD. We had to fix his car and my car which totaled to 3,000$  if you really calculate it. :/ there's our wedding budget and only had to save up 2/3 more and we would have been able to pay for our wedding ;/ just hard to see that go away. But bright side! our cars will last for hopefully another year ;)
We are looking for a place to live and to move into for our own, for the wedding. I really don't want to be living with either of our parents while we are being approved for an apartment. :/ just no too much drama can happen and just nope :/

Very excited about life and how God will be working in it from here on out.

AMAZING NEWS! Koda got baptized a few weeks ago and he's never been the same sense. He asked Jesus into his heart in april :) and then baptized and I'm happier than ever for him, and to be with him. God keeps throwing miracles our way :)

This is me though, signing off. (haha pun.... signing? ASL? hehe you can't just say good bye in ASL ;)
Forever and always writing,
Future Emily R ;)
ohhhh okay :P
I cut the yuck crap.
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