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SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
No offence to any one, but school does not rock. no matter where you are it won't and I still have college left! ahghghghghghg I'm pulling out my hair now with this and I still have a lot left to go and do. One thing about this is I have no clue on what I want to be. I have considered of being a movie star, but oh my I can imagine somehow what it would turn out like. My mind does crazy things and I can usually see from a different point of view. Unsure of how though. I have also considered to take some of those test things that help you determine what line to follow; then you just have to choose off that list. This year I am a freshman and I can't believe how it's gone by so fast. Life in particular. How when you're little and you want time to go by fast so you can do this and that. When what we really needed to do is just take it easy and let time do its job. Now on the other hand, I just want time to stop so I can catch up to it. Why does life happen so fast?
I look at my mom's life and I don't know how she does it. She is so busy that I wouldn't even be able to catch up to her. Then I look at my life and see less but feel like it's overwhelming.
What can I do but ignore some of my friends and tell them that I am not able to play, just so I can get what I need to done. I feel that I am relied on by a lot of people-and don't I know it-I don't want to let that down. Everybody should know what that feels like. The hard part for me is to say no when I have to. I love helping and doing things to keep my mind busy. Yet, if I still keep saying 'yes' to everything. Then my life will never be the same. So I have tried to reason with myself and do everything that is needing to be done first, then just go down the crazy in-eventful life of mine. So in conclusion I will be doing what's needed. My life is going to be a whole lot worse, before it becomes better.