Thoughts

Thoughts. People can't and don't know what you think. Sometimes you don't even want to think because you're afraid to. Some people say whats on their mind and then get in trouble for it later. My opinion on thoughts is that you need them to kind of stay sane. When you're talking to yourself that's known as thinking out loud; the funny thing is when you're thinking out loud is way to loud people become suspicious. Then there are the thoughts that stay inside you dwell into fantasies and then become futuristic dreams. Who knows on what you think. Because what you think is your own personality. If you have thoughts and then express them it's a different story. When the story is sprung to life by an author it develops, into a marvelous book.
Soon it might get published and then it is famous. I have thought and thought about how my life would differ if I did something different the previous day. Say that I had been mean to my younger brother and instead of being mean and doing something that I might regret in the future I do something nice and caring. It would make a difference.

I have thought about the new year and how it has come to pass. My mind never raced on how something so little time wise would be so significant in a monstrous way. You wouldn't realize how it past until it did. I am talking about being in 2010. It seams different because you would know that it passed and yet it feels as if it was still the year before. When I look at it now, I know I had a very Merry Christmas and that my new was very weird. My new year was something unspectacular. I first tried a sparkling wine, I didn't really like the taste of it that much until I kept sipping and finally chugged down the rest to go to bed. I then also broke a wine glass, I was fortunate enough not to have been hurt at all. I then tried to go to bed and finally did around two. After laying there waiting for the wired me to fall asleep I was about to get out my computer and then finally slept. My Christmas was miraculous. It was breath taking to see my younger brothers just be so happy and wanting to get me and my older sister things. My mom had to tell them no and to put things back in the store. I was touched by this and all of the students that I teach at Ambrose, for an after school program, they and my family made a special year for me.
I have a list of things that I want to do this coming up year. They are special to me and I wish that I could get rid of distractions so I could just focus on these particular things.

I wish to tell you that keep your thoughts alive and keep memories among them. Have a heck of a time with the new year and try to get through it all in one piece. Good bye for now.