Tadah!
yeah you thought I was dead. :P
yeah you thought I was dead. :P
Several troubles and problems have been addressed in my life recently.
January was nothing big, it was January.
February wasn't to bad.
March, march is when I started to make a new friend and have a great friend.
His name is Patrick, he is one month and one day older than me. He uses this to his advantage sometimes when he teases me ;) . He is an incredible friend. He helpe convinced me to talk to my parents about a problem I had and still struggle with sometimes.
He is understanding and I'm glad he's a friend.
Well, I have now found that I like 'techno' music. Music I promised myself never NEVER EVER to listen to. Here I am telling you that I secretly like techno, even if I deny it. I like it.
I have gone through a lot these past few months.
My older sister is graduated and happy. I like seeing her happy. My parents are awesome as ever even if recently I've been overstepping some boundaries. I should be happy with what I have and do. Just sometimes I'm not. Isn't that part of growing up and learning?
So popular subject for me- Stress -
Im am stressed for these reasons.
1. Growing up
I'm scared out of my mind why I have to grow up and live.... but who's keeping score.
I'm scared out of my mind why I have to grow up and live.... but who's keeping score.
2. Congressional award
I am doing the congressional award and that is a new level of stress that is hard for me to deal with and the normal way to deal with it isn't the option I would choose right now, even though its in the back of my mind all the time. It scares me granted, I just wont do it.
3. Work
I work as a part-time nanny for two young kids. It is really fun and I try to be on their level. I find it hard. I overheard them talking. I just am going to try harder.
4. Graduating
I am going into my senior year of high-school and I'm scarred beyond belief. I don't want to recognized for something I don't feel I earned. I am not at normal levels for my standards.
I guess I have to stop beating myself up every chance I get.
5. Volunteering
I happened to have a no show in May and a tardy slip in April.
My stress! tadah!
And now a new way to handle it.
So, a while ago I told my parents a problem I had a year ago. Right now, today I found a challenge and I'm gonna try it.
Ooooohhhh and my violin is broken and the parts to fix it were not going to be here until next week and they arrived today and so, I'm hoping to play my violin tomorrow. instead of the crazy student violin I have for my brother. It's a great violin granted just doesn't feel right.
but my dad says this "A violin is just an instrument, the soul that plays through it comes from your heart."
I love my daddy. He's awesome and way to cool for words to explain.
Mom I love her too, she's incredible and smart and yeah ditto to the words.
Later this month with my busy schedule I'm hoping to blog all of my poems be warned though: some are scary.
Hopefully I can though. Not sure.
I am doing the congressional award and that is a new level of stress that is hard for me to deal with and the normal way to deal with it isn't the option I would choose right now, even though its in the back of my mind all the time. It scares me granted, I just wont do it.
3. Work
I work as a part-time nanny for two young kids. It is really fun and I try to be on their level. I find it hard. I overheard them talking. I just am going to try harder.
4. Graduating
I am going into my senior year of high-school and I'm scarred beyond belief. I don't want to recognized for something I don't feel I earned. I am not at normal levels for my standards.
I guess I have to stop beating myself up every chance I get.
5. Volunteering
I happened to have a no show in May and a tardy slip in April.
My stress! tadah!
And now a new way to handle it.
So, a while ago I told my parents a problem I had a year ago. Right now, today I found a challenge and I'm gonna try it.
Ooooohhhh and my violin is broken and the parts to fix it were not going to be here until next week and they arrived today and so, I'm hoping to play my violin tomorrow. instead of the crazy student violin I have for my brother. It's a great violin granted just doesn't feel right.
but my dad says this "A violin is just an instrument, the soul that plays through it comes from your heart."
I love my daddy. He's awesome and way to cool for words to explain.
Mom I love her too, she's incredible and smart and yeah ditto to the words.
Later this month with my busy schedule I'm hoping to blog all of my poems be warned though: some are scary.
Hopefully I can though. Not sure.
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